Currently Reading A Quick Bite By Lynsay Sands see related

Boredom Leads to Quizzes...Quizzes Lead to Addiction

You Are 20% Weird

Not enough to scare other people... But sometimes you scare yourself.

You're 70% Irish

You're very Irish, and most likely from Ireland. (And if you're not, you should be!)

Your Stripper Song Is

Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There?s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice.

Currently Listening Everytime We Touch By Cascada see related

First thing before I write anything else, I'm so uber fucking excited cause me and my Jessica are MOVING TO IRELAND FINALLY!!!! We're leaving the end of July or so of next year after we graduate and we are SOOOOO flippin' excited and happy. Our dream has come true. LOL

Ok then...

Wow I can't believe I haven't written in here in almost a year. I know not many people go on here and all but hey things aren't all so good at the moment and its a place to write so it's all good. So yeah lots has happened since last year. Lets see the good stuff first, I got a dog and I love her so much. She's my new best friend. LOL.  In November went to another HIM concert. It was a bit of a dissapointment but as usual it was fucking awesome and we met some cool people. The whole relationship thing isn't working out so well. I swear I have bad karma when it comes to relationships. Chi Chi don't worry, it'll all change when we go to Europe.  ; )  Ohhh I finally have a job and I actually really enjoy it.  My boss is kinda mean yet at the same time nice, funny, and weird in so many ways but my other boss, his wife, is so nice and I love working with her. Mel also got a job there so it's cool when we work together.  It's helping me sorta kinda become more of a people person but I don't think that little issue of mine will change much.  Yeah I work at the Sicilian Bakery in town so if anyone wants to come visit me that would be nice, I do get bored often.  Hmmm lets seee what else. Prom was in March and it was so much fun and so awesome especially for being in the gym.  you should go check out the pics ......................... 

http://community.webshots.com/album/548834326HonSsW

I got to see Airick at prom which was really cool since I haven't seen him since Aug. I've missed that kid.  Also got to see him at Travis, Mike, and Erik's show at the skatepark. That too was a fun night.  All I can say is funny dancing, acting dorky, making hypocritical little boys cry, dancing in the parking lot, having food fights at the diner, Erik in a skirt, and partying at Jolie and Janella's. Yeah i'd say it was a fun night.  Our new tradition.  I took SAT's this past weekend. They weren't as bad as I thought they'd be but I know I bombed the math section as usual on any test so i'm not surprised.  I did get to  see a bunch of my friends I haven't seen in a while there too.  I was looking for Val because Kirsten said she might be there, being that I was taking them at P'burg, but I didn't see her. That made me sad but I actually did end up seeing her afterwards at the mall which was awesome cause I haven't seen her since 7th grade.  And the last thing is me and the rest of the youth group went to Metuchen this past Monday to help out at this lecture thing and let me tell you that was interesting.  Aftwards we stopped at Friendly's and on the way home we blasted music in the car and just went crazy. We tried calling B104 but they wouldn't pick up. Oh well next time.  We ended up getting home at like 12 or 1 in the morning.  I must admit I absolutely love youth group. Not only do I get to see my friends but we do the coolest shit ever like going to Europe (now that was fun), amusement parks, Australia next year, etc. 

ANYWHO.....

 The bad stuff now.  Sam left school and there's been A LOT of problems within our posse so  things haven't been going so well there. I wonder if the fighting and drama will ever stop. I've been EXTREMELY exhausted lately between art projects, reports/projects, and work.  I need sleep.....badly.  And the only other bad thing is of course my dad is still dating and he's thinking about bringing somebody on vacation with us. I REALLY don't want that to happen cause i'm still not ready to meet any of these girlfriends.  Mel might be coming on vaca with us and my sister's boyfriend is too but that's something completely different from my dad bringing somebody.  My sister said i'd probably put a frog in the lady's bed or something and I told her not to give me ideas cause she knows i'll do it. So i'm really not happy about this all.  I'm still not over my moms death and I miss her more and more each day.  Everyone thinks i'm perfectly fine and doing so well, including my dad, but in reality i'm really not.  Sure i'm happy a lot but at the same time i'm more depressed than happy.  I just put a smile on my face almost everyday just so I can make it through and face another day.  I honestly don't think it'll ever get better because I don't want to let go of my mom and I need her here more than anyone can imagine.  A part of me is gone forever and there's a certain emptiness that'll never be filled. I'm just really hoping it'll get even a little better.

Well i'm done for now so i'll talk to you all later

by Loves

~Amber Alexis~

R.I.P. Mom <3

Currently Listening Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance see related

Hey everyone

Well the first 2 days of school actually haven't been that bad. I pretty much like all my teachers except one cause she's was just a bitch from the start, other than that it's good for now. Today ChiChi and I got really upset in English though because Casey would have been in our class. She would have been sitting right next to me! Today my bus also decided to come early this morning which wasn't much help to me. It's only the second day of school and she's starting. Friday I'm supposed to be hanging out with Mel and Durko. Saturday is Susie's Sweet 16. November 24 is the HIM concert which i'm still debating whether I should go or not. If I go without seeing my family on Thanksgiving i'll feel guilty, especially since it's this year's Thanksgiving. My cousin invited me to go to an MCR concert in October but I have no money, I owe my dad over $500, and I really wanted to go to an MCR concert with my friends first. So yeah that's what's going on with me right now. I don't feel like typing so i'm gonna go for now.

Love and miss you mommy

XOXOXOXO

~ Amber Alexis ~

Currently Listening Love Metal By Him see related

EUROPE WAS FUCKING CRAZY AND AWESOME! Tons of cool people and lots and lots of memories. Can't wait to get my pictures developed. Just got back today from Europe and tomorrow I leave for VA beach for a week so I'll see ya'll in school!

Ciao!

<3 ME

Currently Listening Nimrod By Green Day see related

Hey everybody! I'm on the phone with Durko and Steiner right now......I have been for like the past 5 hours. Durko got another guys number before too because of me.lol I'm sitting here still trying to install the SIMS. I've been trying to install them for like the past hour and a half and it's not working, it's being a bitch to me. I've been deprived of my SIMS and I miss them. lol Anyways I was talking to Chris before and he still wants me to come visit him. I don't think that will go over very well though with my dad when I say "oh dad, by the way i'm going to New York to visit a college guy". So yeah we're still trying to figure that one out. OMG!! I leave for Europe tomorrow with Mel and I can't wait! I'm so excited and i'm so happy i'm getting away from here! But i'm gonna miss all of you dearly, and I love you all. I'm gonna go till later cause I'm trying to get these damn SIMS to work. And Steiner is very tired because she's beginning to sound like she's drunk and on speed........yeah........she's an interesting character to love.

Love and miss you mommy

<333 ME